Krstin Kragh Liljegren by David Ferrua in “Here Comes The Sun” for Mixt(e) Magazine #12, Summer 2015.
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Loose thoughts by Jayalvarrez
I’m usually pretty closed off to sharing any thoughts or feelings but whatever, fuck it maybe I can make someone feel something, these are just thoughts and feelings of MY opinions that I pulled from my list of notes scribbled down in different moments.. I’ve always said it before I barely show 5% of who I really am on social media.. Thank you to everyone who supports me.. I couldn’t live my life like this without you.
Confidence
Confidence is natural, arrogance is forced.
Never think your to smart that you can’t still be the student, wisest people die still learning and improving.
Focus on your own ideas and directions, don’t let others & your mentors tell you everything and influence everything because even the most helping hand has biased ideas and thoughts
Trust your past self on ideas and thoughts it’s the same person you got you to where you are in this moment
You have to believe yourself and convenice your self to feel powerful about what you say, hearing your own voice has a certain ring to it like no one else’s.
Use yourself for everything you are, you truly are amazing and unqiue be loud about it but be humble & do with love.
You are undefinable, You have no single label or group you belong to.. and your mind isn’t even slightly opened yet.
Being honest with yourself saves you in the long run always.
Never be insecure of your creativity.
Don’t live a life based only around how you look, Spending time on your mind and soul is everything..
Determining your self worth off your looks will leave you empty & with short burst of satisfaction.
Remember where you started from and where you are going, You use to dream of the things you have now.. even though this life style becomes casual never forget what got you to this exact moment.
Girls & Sex
My brain is built more like a female than a males, It’s giving me an emotional reach to deeply understand and open up to any feelings or thoughts of any human being. Being soft & loving is being strong.
If she doesn’t want it as much as or more then me I have no interest, sex is mental and eye contact can give you more then anything, giving love is more then expecting all the other persons attention and actions , unless it’s feeding the soul, passionate with a twisted mind it’s a waste of time.. treat every touch on her body like it’s art. 15 second feelings are nice but a feeling in your mind for hours after is even better.
Gorgeous girls and body’s are easy, gorgeous minds and souls are hard. A girl with a beautiful body doesn’t always make for a beautiful girl.
Remember there’s always far better things ahead then anything left behind.
Being sweet & loving to girls will never not be cool, but regardless of gender actions get reactions.
Energy is EVERYTHING.
Never worry about a good looking guy stealing your girl you better worry about that guy who emotionally gets your girl more & makes your girl laugh more 😉.
Getting under a girls skin with just my eyes and words as a connection makes it taste so much better (literally) than relying on physical looks or surface substance to entertain my mind.
I think few people are really built for relationships, I think technology will save us all.
It doesn’t matter how it looks and feels to anyone else it’s how it looks and feels to us.
Don’t let chasing pussy control your life or distract your big plan.
Being physically beautiful is nice but let it be nothing more then the gates to the soul.
Human Relations
i’ve got more personalities then the people i’ve met all together in my entire life combined, I don’t expect people to understand me, more likely expect them to judge me then to ever care to think past clueless first thoughts.
Take everyone with a grain of salt and a open mind, people don’t come with directions.
Peoples opinion of you is their truth, it’s not necessarily your truth or could be even close with to right at all.
The way you talk about the people you hate is a transparency of your own self esteem.
Don’t worry about trusting people, just don’t trust their emotions. Most people can’t understand them self how could they truly trust and understand you, & that’s fine.
Study psychology and history it will give you understanding and every answer you need, the world evolves but human emotions never will, people really aren’t that complex at base.
Don’t fight back into negativity and childishness insecurity, it only makes things worst.
If you want to hurt someone do it mentally, actions are short lived.
If you constantly blame other people for your problems take a look in your own soul.
make peace with your past so it doesn’t ruin your future
Standing up for someone who can’t stand up for them self is the coolest thing you can ever do.
To truly love someone is accepting someone for every thing they come as.
World & thoughts
Language is a forum of communication not always a measure of intelligence, At times I’ve had deeper conversations with just my eyes and touch then I have with words. You could be the most understanding person on the verbal side, but without a emotional understanding you may never be able to communicate with some people.
You don’t need to be any skin tone or ethnicity to practice and enjoy any cultural feelings, every human on this planet bleeds the same blood chances are you ain’t that special.
your not meant to be accepted or fit in, if you were you’d probably not of left that old life.
You can’t blame any one person or culture for anything, this planet is more diverse then you could ever process, Don’t get mad at a person for believing or acting a certain way even if it seems wrong or foolish in your eyes.
Being a good person won’t always benefit you, but there’s some emotional satisfaction in helping others.
You can’t fight science wether you like it or not, it holds the answers to all your fears and to all your questions, It’s a depressing beautiful thing.
Just because the Mass of people believe something is right or wrong doesn’t mean it’s either right or wrong, Most people go off emotions not logic, 1st world go figure.
I feel most alive in moments I don’t feel human. It’s all I really care to live for at times, these split seconds that my mind gives me these chemicals is all I crave at times.
ART HAS NO MASTER OR CRITIC JUST DIFFERENT OPINIONS.
I stand by no perfection and i’m a complete psychopath, I’ve been told i’m crazy outta my mind but attest it keeps me from going insane.. Anything said above can change in the moment & a mind with rules & barriers is limited, a wise & witty mind is what I work towards 😉 I'f any words can make you feel or relate it was worth me sharing! If I annoy and get under your skin for being..well just who I am.. I hope it hurts 👁
Love - @jayalvarrez